Watched this last night, at the cinema, as part of a ‘première’
with live Q&A with director and producer. Glad I did, because some films
need to be seen in a darkened room with a crowd and no other distractions.
This is a beautifully made documentary, without talking head
interviews but with lots of found footage with audio interviews running over.
It left me profoundly sad, of course, but also angry. I wasn't a huge AW fan,
and didn't consume much of the celeb coverage while she was alive. But anyone
can see what a huge talent she was, both as a singer and as a writer. So it’s
hard to watch her entourage failing her. Other celebs have been protected from
the worst impacts of media attention, but she wasn't. She was left to be
exposed to it, because the sight of her cracking under the pressure somehow
enhanced her market value. Others have survived drugs and bad relationships,
but she wasn't given the time or space to regroup and recover, again because
those around her wanted to keep her touring and performing. She was too young,
inexperienced, and already damaged by early life to take control herself.
I note in passing that it was alcohol and bulimia that
killed her rather than the shedloads of drugs that she took, but this is not to
defend the drugs and the drug-taking; it all contributed to the dissolution of
her personality. I also think that no-one watching this will learn anything. Young
people won’t do any less booze and drugs, young women will still want to be
thin, the business will still batten on to anyone with talent, and destroy them
if they let it.
So sad to think that she wrote all those beautiful songs
about someone as obviously shitty as her ex-husband.
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